Yey!

Walang pasok bukas yehey!

Now

My life now is far more complicated than my thesis or my final zoology exams. I can’t figure out what I really want to do with my time. I want to study. I do. But I can’t decide what course to take. I like to take IT and management and psychology. Hehe There’s a lot of things in this world that I wanted to know. And to complicate it a little bit, I don’t know how am I be able to get money to support my studies. My mom is not getting any younger. My uncle has done his part to support my college. And my dad, my dad, my last hope is no where to be found. That’s why I’m saving my money to support my studies. That would mean, little time for gimmicks, less time for dates, and cut down my expenses. Somehow, I get a feel of fear that I might get a girl pregnant and I might lose all the dreams that I’m confused about right now. Somehow I still track of my plans in life. I’m not tired of believing that one day, everything will turn out the way I want it. But did I mention? Sabik ako sa baby. Sometimes I wake up in the morning, thinking that I have my angel beside me. Ang gulo ko ba kausap? Oo nga, naguguluhan na din ako sa sarili ko e. hehe

Damn

Today is really a damn day.

Work

It has been a while. I’ve been in front of a computer everyday but have no time to visit my blog. Just had an OT. My work is eating me up. My boss entrusted me a team. Just can’t imagine that one day I’ll be logging in to jobstreet as an employer and not an employee. My deadlines are cooking me up. Have to get the right people for the job. Have to get a lot of right person for the positions. Everyday is a new old routine for me. Ironic huh? Old routine coz it’s a routine. (haha) and new because in the routine I’m having, it involves different persons and I’m learning from them. Basta sa bawat nakikilala ko, may natututunan ako sa kanila. Kahit pa driver yan o manager, di makakalagpas na may bago akong matututunan. In the morning, I do the interview and the background investigation. In the afternoon, I’d be arranging their papers, contracts, black and white legalities. Before going off to work, I will set appointments for the applicants that I will interview and give test the following day. Oh yes, I’m meeting a lot of people in a day. Add up the people, who answer the phonecalls for the applicants, the people who are calling, doing follow-ups about their applications and the character references they give. My work is too hectic that I don’t even have time for lunch or breakfast, because I’d be late. (Hope she’s not reading this, she’d kill me if she finds out!haha)
It’s a more mature carlos now. I’m more of thinking long term goals. I’m also considering my future family. How am I able to earn money just enough for my 3 kids? What’s important is, I’m having fun in my work, though its really really really tiring. I love what I do, I love relating with different kinds of people.
Right now, I’m contented somehow because I have a work, my family supports me, the girl I love loves me too. What more could I ask for? I am blessed with things that people long to have. God has been very kind to me and I can’t stop thanking Him for that. Good night people, til next time!