I'm 21
It’s my birthday today! Hehe pero hindi happy birthday eh kasi I’m alone. I tend to think a lot. Na-eexercise ang neuro-cells ko. Hehe what am I going to do today? Nothing perhaps. Ang sama ng loob ko. Sobrang nasasaktan ako. I’m trying to be jolly because of this day, na I could have celebrated with the people close to my heart. Sometimes, I think na naging bad ako kasi bakit ako pinarurusahan sa birthday ko. I know mas bad na isipin na “kala nyong mga kayong nananakit sa kin, sasaya din ako pag malayo na sa inyo” But right now I can’t express it. I may have lost my senses in terms of expression. Binigay ko na yung kamay ko, pero gusto pa nya kunin yung buong braso. I just can’t give it.
Isolated, feeling so tired of this damn life. Pressure sa bahay, sa work, sa friends, sa lovelife. I just can’t seem to understand why is this happening to me. But despite of it, syempre, I haven’t lost faith in God. Kasi sa lahat naman, Sya ang di talaga nang-iiwan sakin. As I look at the bright side of it, dapat nga mas maging matuwa ako kasi mas naging close ako sa Kanya these days.
I just can’t feel na Christmas na. Di ko maramdaman yung joy ng season na to. Kasi naman di na ko bata hehe Now I can say that Christmas is just for kids. Kasi wala pa silang problems. Unlike us, unlike me, na maraming complication sa buhay. Bigat ng dibdib ko talaga…
Isolated, feeling so tired of this damn life. Pressure sa bahay, sa work, sa friends, sa lovelife. I just can’t seem to understand why is this happening to me. But despite of it, syempre, I haven’t lost faith in God. Kasi sa lahat naman, Sya ang di talaga nang-iiwan sakin. As I look at the bright side of it, dapat nga mas maging matuwa ako kasi mas naging close ako sa Kanya these days.
I just can’t feel na Christmas na. Di ko maramdaman yung joy ng season na to. Kasi naman di na ko bata hehe Now I can say that Christmas is just for kids. Kasi wala pa silang problems. Unlike us, unlike me, na maraming complication sa buhay. Bigat ng dibdib ko talaga…
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